oldmanfive: (83 | Season 2)
ɴᴜᴍʙᴇʀ ꜰɪᴠᴇ ([personal profile] oldmanfive) wrote in [personal profile] n5 2020-09-16 11:42 pm (UTC)

When has anything ever been easy for us? One stupid moment of pride and look where it got us?

[ There's such a mirthless humor in his eyes as he speaks. He knows they have been holding on to the dream of going back in time and saving their family and now that they have seemingly succeeded the floor is threatening to fall out from beneath them again. It's a hard pill to swallow.

The sad part here is that they would never really voice these worries to anybody else. It isn't lost on him even as his other self moves closer to him. He doesn't try to retreat from the gesture, seeing it for what it was, an attempt to offer some sort of comfort.]


I'm beginning to wonder how we are managing to function at this point. [ He snorts, though the amusement never really touches his eyes either. God, they are so fucked up and they both know it. ]

Oh we definitely do, but really when have we ever been able to sleep properly? Not since we were actually the age that we look like right now.

[ Sleep without all the nightmares haunting his dreams would be fabulous, but he's not sure that will ever happen for either of them. Without even realizing it, he leans his shoulder against his counterpart's shoulder. Just a reminder that they both exist and the conversation they are having isn't just another hallucination. ]

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